NcGaSweets25 [11:55 PM]: i think that he is very sweet and can make you go crazy over him, but the way he treated you makes him a very low person
NcGaSweets25 [11:55 PM]: you WILL find someone better
NcGaSweets25 [11:55 PM]: someone who treats you how you deserve to be treated
NcGaSweets25 [11:55 PM]: dont worry botu it babe
NcGaSweets25 [11:55 PM]: put urself out there
NcGaSweets25 [11:56 PM]: you got hurt...it will happen more times again, but the only way to get better is to keep doing it...it might hurt this bad everytime, bt it just makes you stronger
NcGaSweets25 [11:42 PM]: kwno what?? i think that girls who overanalyze too much shouldnt be allowed to like guys because they just cause too much trouble for people like us
posted by Teresa at 12:16 PM
I flicker between light and dark
dependency and certainty
anger and pain
all of this is tossed within me
salad or soup
who knows
letters that you never meant to send
are lost or thrown away
I'd just love to know that things are going to be okay. I have no certainty left, at times like these. I'd love to have an older sister, someone to tell me that the way I'm feeling is normal, that the way I'm feeling is "okay", that everything I'm going through right now will fade, and that it's only a matter of time before I feel wonderful, before I'm happy to be single, and happy to be me.
I just want to find that strength inside myself, not inside someone else, not inside anyone else. I want to be okay with myself.
God, I hate this.
I hate doing this to myself.
i want it back, dear god, i want it back
i want to be okay though
i want strength and i dont know where to look, don't ever know where to look.
everyone's got to face down the demons...that you meet today
you could put the past away
i know everything'll be okay
i just don't wanna wait for that day
i want to find my colors
i want you. i want the euphoria that we had. i want that bliss. i wanna feel like i did...
I'm not used to clinging to situations like this.
I need time
but I don't have any
but good lord I want it.
ugh.
what to do
what to do
what to do
~~always~-*Teresa*
posted by Teresa at 7:02 PM
