you come into my mind and i have a tough time remembering that i've got more than just you
you're my something to hold onto just cuz i've got nothing else
and everything about you is beyond everything i'd dreamed.
...nothing else compares...
and i get a flag and pray its you there on the other end of some words in an email
just to know you've thought of me, just to know you care.
but i know that there was a me before there was a me and you
and i've just got to remember that.
always.
because i've got myself #1 and you're so important but i'm not gonna forget that.
ever.
just to be held...
~~always~-*teresa*
it's you...it's all i know
posted by Teresa at 5:20 PM
well im missing you like crazy
missing you like candy
but i dont know how you feel, and i dont know how i feel, and i dont know...anything.
there's perfect beyond perfect lyrics
I hate you, I love you
Leave, please don't go away
Can't decide if I like your face
Or if I wish it would stray.
You're a child but you're malicious
You're sweet but don't remember my name
And heads you win and tails I'm lost
And love equals pain.
I am drifting without an anchor
Through your ambiguous region
A strange continent immune to all reason
And I'm flattered by your gray matter.
Inside my skin, I feel your tongue
Telling me I'm dirty
And licking my bones
A surge against silence, a knife across a plate
Makes the sound of need on hate.
I am drifting without an anchor
Through your ambiguous region
A strange continent immune to all reason
And I'm flattered by your gray matter.
And I do not understand
Why a woman can't just love a man
You're amusing you're a real cool show
With your meat hooks
And barbed wire carnival
You got glitter in your pocket
You got mothballs in your soul
From too many false teeth
And greasy flash bulbs.
I am drifting without an anchor
Through your ambiguous region
A strange continent immune to all reason
And I'm flattered by your gray matter.
I love you
I hate you.
that really just says it all, doesn't it?
yes. it does.
i hope you're having fun...i woke up this morning with your name in my head and a restless wanting you inside the rest of me...woke up and got online only to find my best friend had left herself online...and i've left myself in your mouth inside your kiss...i know its not healthy to care to need to be this much of what i used to be but it's you and yours and all you do that leaves me here to wonder. so i watch some tv and let your eyes search my soul
and eat a cream cheese piece of bread which never measures up to sunday morning bagels
and now i'll sit and think of all the places i'd rather be and i'm all dolled up with no way to be with you
you're with your friends and i hope you're glad
because i suffer the instant you're gone and you leave me with this resounding emptiness
and i dont know if you'll call and i want to be here and gone when you do, if you do...
i dont know if this is falling out but i feel like ive cared since forever and a day
and i feel like youre never gonna be the one unless i let you
i just dont know if i can
or if you can let yourself be mine
those eyes that smile that laugh everything about you screams for me and i love you and i miss you and i don't know how to feel about you or maybe its all in my head.
there's something about you...
posted by Teresa at 12:52 PM
i just dont know lately
one minute i could swear im in love, hes in love, its perfect
the next i just feel so uncared for
and i know he cares
i just dont know.
i dont want to lose this, not now. not ever.
he means so much to me.
there arent words
but i said it once and i just want to say it again...
you have made me a very confused girl, christopher mark luke varner
and half of me wants to throw myself on you and just kiss till forever
and the other half wants to just be with you for always
and the other half wants to scream
because i cant seem to make up my mind
and meet myself halfway and
i love you
i hate you
i just can't remember to forget you.
posted by Teresa at 12:56 AM
